whatever..

im not sure what is happening to me lately...
i cant think straight on what i really want...i kept asking people around me on every details..even for a simple thing..i couldn't make up my mind..im not sure why..
things that is so simple tend to be so complicated,,
so complicated until me myself didnt know what's best for my life...my future..

im afraid that one day when i need to make my own decision,,it'll be going to be tough..
tough in choosing the rite thing for me...
tough in making sure i didn't screw up...
huhuhu..
so many things to be thinking of..
so many things to be settled down ..
im not sure if i could..
im not sure if im capable of doing those things..
i want to be somebody...
i want to be noticeable...
i guess that is what most people wants rite...
or its just me?

oh well..
for now i think i'll try make up my mind in what i want to become....
i try to think for myself..
i try not to depend on others,,,
i try..
i will try,,,

i want to depend on my own self...
not others,,,
although i know that sometimes we have to... but ...think back...
i guess not all things we can depend on others...
so wish me luck..

i guess..

I'll try...