not sure..

"The new year.... welcomes new hope"..
some people say..
..and i do believe it..but only for some qualified reasons...
reasons which sometimes me doesnt understand..emm..
what kind of hope do u expect??
what kind of new things u want in ur life...?
all been determined by u actually...
not others..
so for me its u who make sure that everything u've been hoping will eventually come true...

my hope??
my dreams??
until now i yet cant recall.
im not sure..
i didnt have the ability to think what's best for myself...
that is why sometimes i tend to run from the fact..
facts that i have to chose something over something..
i mean,,the ability in making decisions..
i admit it..i didnt have the guts to make decisions on my own..
although im 21st now..it still doesnt change a thing..
im not sure why..
whatever it is..
i'll try...
i will try..
with the helps of others..
helps from my friends...
helps from my beloved ones...

i will succeed..but it will take sometimes...
all i have to do now is to believe in my self...
for anyone out there who had the same problem as mine...
just take one step further...and u will know what to do neXt..
try it...

HePPy NeW YeAr!!

first of all...i wanna wish all of u..a...

HaPPy nEw yEaR!!!!! wElcome To ThE yeaR oF 2009!!!

there are so many ways of celebrating it rite..
but fireworks are not meant to be forgotten..
no new year...no celebration..if there is no fireworks!!!

I live near the KLCC..thus u must think that im such a lucky gurl to have the oppurtunity to see fireworks every single year..
but sadly..my house is on the other side of the building which no building or KLCC that state in front of us...
booo hooo..
sad isnt it...
u are lucky enough to be on kL but despite on seeing the freworks..from ur house??
u wish...
huhuh..
maybe next time i'll be thinking on buying a house that have such a wonderful view of that enourmous KLCC..i bet i will..hopefully..so fireworks wait for me!!!

But this year was ..i guess the best birthday i had ever had..
emm..the best compare to last year..
well im 21st and its time to go clubbing...yeah!!!!
but maybe naahhhh..
my legal age will be used wisely...hopefully..
but i guess on my birthday..for the fisrt time in my life i have those who called...
"father and daughther's talk"...I mean...i been sharing lots of things with my daddy..
yeah!!
that is a good kind of changing thing..well it happen on my birthday...niceee..
i had a wonderfull time with my brother..
we went shopping for my birthday gift and he's doing all the paying...woo hoooo...happy that is!!
My mom buy me a wonderful cake...delicious..yummy...
and i get to spend my birthday at home..HOME SWEET HOME..
well..its been for quite some times i didnt have the time to celebrate it with my family...
it all happen in 2009!!
2009 RoCkss!!!




HaPPy bIrThDaY tO Me!!!! wElComE To ThE lEgAl AgE Of 21st YeArS olD!!!!