ok...this is so whatever...

ok..there's still people in ths world doesn't appreciate what they've got until its too late...
well..so many examples around me....
u want me to list it down?..
well it might take a while..
i'm not sure how to say this but....

ok im asking for any opinion...
whoever u are..n u think u have d idea..u are welcome to gives some feed back..
hehehe..

ok..i've known this boy from my previous high school..
not talking to each other much..
just say hye..if we were passing by each other..
but still he is my friend..
its just we didnt see or talk to each other oftenly..
we are not in the same class (well that says it all)
i barely see him...(although he is in the next class which just beside mine)..

we didn't contact each other after PMR...and its about  7 years already..(wow what a quite big number)..
untill...
last three month...
we've finally found each other again on FACEBOOK (wow..it does connect people)
i'm glad..and we were like chatting everday..
i felt like i've known him my whole life...
well...in a simple manner way..i kind of feel comfortable talking and chatting with him...
we share our problems..
we share our thoughts..
we share our interest..
well maybe becoz he is a capricorn.and capricorn always stays together...
and maybe bocoz of that too,im a bit comfortable with him.....

we started out with chatting on yahoo messenger..
then he gave me his phone number...
so we start texting each other..

untill......one day

he msg me..and say that he wanted to know me better..
ok...fine ..well u noe if some guy wanted to know u better..there's must be something going on rite?..
or..
am i the only one think that?...emm..
by the way..he started using nice and gentlemen words..
he start acting like im his girlfriend (fyi we didn't declare anything yet)..
we strt calling each other every night..
my friends start noticing something different about me..(without me noticing the changes in me?..weird...)..
they say im in love...
emm..duhh...i have no feelings towards him..(or am i?....emmm..)
only the feeling im having now is the feeling of having a person to talk to and share things....a very nice feeling though..

ok..everything was going pretty well..
with my grades are getting better..
with him around..i felt like....
the world is spinning joyfully around me...
i kinda like the feelings..

untill..jeng..jeng..

last thursday..
i have just started my semester break..
woooo..holidaysss!!!...yeay!!
but only for a while..i have practical later in one of the firms near my house....(just a short brake..i dislike this..wuu)
back to the story..
suddenly....he change...im not sure y..he doesn't say anything...
he stop texting me...
he stop calling me..
i dont noe what's going on...

maybe i've done something wrong..but..
at least tell me my mistake and i try fixing it...
silence.........no news......
ok.
well...in my opinion...he's the one who wanted to know me..and suddenly..
he's the one who is acting out..duhh..
whatever...
im not one of ur toy to play with.....
i have feelings too ok..
if i've done something to insult u..
im sorry..i guess...
whatever...
if u wanted us just to be friend..well we never start anything yet..so that makes me just a friend..
so nothing to disscuss..
or change..i think so...
so i guess no harm done..
everything back to the way it used to be (for me n not sure about him)..
just let it be..
and go with the flowwww..~~~~